Keeping the dream alive.

i'm an idiot.
i truly am.
i should never have forgotten the wise words of a Mr. Fu Xiangyu.
'Studying is so much better than working.'

gosh.
the irony of the situation.
how i've been moaning about the stupid 7hours of lab that i have to endure through every week in school.
and yet i'm in the lab from 9am to 5pm everyday now.
i miss mdm toh.
i miss siti.
i miss wati.
i miss the freedom of walking around the labs without a care if your experiment explodes.
i miss serene.
i miss jeremy-the-former-love-of-my-life-with-the-current-horrible-haircut
i even miss jaenicke.
that's like how sad.
i even miss my prof.
the german prof who's extremely long winded.
whom i'll always try to avoid at all costs.
i even miss him.
gosh.
the winds are changing.
i miss them all!
i really don't mind doing attachment at nus labs.
i really don't!
i don't mind having labs for 7 hours! make it 9 if you have to!
anything to be with you.
sigh.
i think a call back to school is in order.
shall do it on monday.
during the official boring hours.

and.
i have official songs to last me thru the day.
everyday.
one day it was 'God will make a way'
the next was 'God is in the house'
and yesterday was 'Make me like You'

and...they really do affect me in some ways.
i'll start humming the song while getting out of the house..
and by the start of the day..
it's embedded in my brains.
and i need to learn/listen to more Christian songs.
:)
BRING IT ON!
*roars*