Keeping the dream alive.

Drove over to Cal's place last night.
On impulse..and the fact that i haven't seen them for ages.
Parked at the superbly quiet and ulu illegal parking spots at the back.
and there wasn't much street lights and stuff.
went on up and bummed around.
what i wanted to do was..
bum and open up a bottle of wine.
but what we really did was to watch Missing..the chinese version,
Read the CHINESE newspaper.
and read more chinese newspaper.
and..
MY CHINESE HAS IMPROVED..dammit.
i'm officially a better chinese reader than zhenli.
bwahaha.

oh..
and apparently there's this thingo about..
your birth time and birthday linked to some emperor thingy.
and i'm the Emperor's HAND!
which means I'm RICH!
Zhenli's the Emperor's stomach..
so..she's good careerwise.
Cal's..ahem..the..erm...Emperor's foot.
bwahaha..
i can't help it.
:))

have been neglecting loads of people these days.
work's really not an excuse.
but it's just there.
things are happening too fast and stuff.
grandma's sick.
i'm not too sure how serious it is..but for someone her age..it might be bad..
she looks older these days.
was it a sudden, overnight event?
i don't know.
i just noticed it.

and over at work..
i'm too much of a fighter.
especially towards the lab girl.
i'm always challenging her...going against her.
but sometimes.
i know that i'm right.
her logic's very screwed.
and i'll just refuse to accept some matters at face value.
and well..
i'll just fight my way through.
no major battles yet.
tho i'm waiting for her to scold me or something one of these days..before i lash back.
somehow..she doesn't scold me.
even tho opportunity presents itself to her.
-shrugs-
but she doesn't hold back her tongue with others..and i really dislike that.
maybe it's time to cut down the number of 'backings' that i have.
but it's really hard.
i mean..i could and have already cut down the GM as one of them.
cuz..tho he got me the job..i don't really know him all that well.
but i've been chummy with the boss..
and with the factory sup. and Ed..who's really holding an executive post..
and with well..the my ah beng..
and..erm..with most of the people in the filling dept. except for 1 or 2?
and..fine..
i'm pretty cool with most of them.
i mean..people offer to help me carry stuff all the time.
gosh.
blessed me.
and i really appreciate the offers..tho i haven't taken anyone of them up on it yet..
but it's damm cool to know that there are people who are willing to take some time out of their busy schedule to help you with stuff.
coolness.
:)))