Keeping the dream alive.

There's a day every week where i'll watch a dvd.
any dvd.
from the start to the end, without fast forwarding any parts.
(Which is kinda hard, because i can be very impatient with stupid shows.)
Last week, I stayed home and watched Spongebob Square Pants the Movie.
Pretty interesting and hilarous flick.
Pure brainless. No brains needed.
Plus there's Patrick.
-beams-

Today, I watched a rerun of Love Actually.
that's the show that i turn to when i need a good healthy dose of sappiness.
it's my favourite christmas show ever.
it's all about love.
All kinds of love.

It's amazing how unselfish love can be.
like the selfless sister.
about how she endured the thought of her husband being unfaithful to her.
and like how a guy is willing to stand aside and let the love of his life marry his best friend.
and how the bond between a step-dad and his step-kid could remain so strong even after the passing of his mom.

but what exactly is love?
there are so many many many different types of love.
don't even get me started on them.
but..
what is love at its' crux?
is it parental love?
but even that comes with some conditions..
then is it unconditional love?
probably.
and i only know One Guy who's capable of it.
i mean...He's the definition of love.
but..
i think..
i really haven't understand what love is..
it's too complicated.
too many layers.
too complex.
-shrugs-