Keeping the dream alive.

You're this cause that i really wanted to write off 2 years back.
like..
You knew everything in the Bible.
yet.. you chose to turn away..
with every rejection, a piece of you turns jaded.
you think the answers i give are model answers.
and i really don't know what to say.
because you know all the model answers.
what to say and what not to say..
but the thing is..
what i said is the truth.
and..
i really can't cut you off lar..
i really cannot.
it's this full circle thing.
and you're in my life for a reason.
and i'm there for a reason too.
but it's really really hard when you're not responding the way i want you too.
sigh..

Ah kong says..
God's not instant sometimes you know..
He has his plans..
Mie says..
i know...but i'm getting impatient already!

i think You want me to learn the importance of patience.
It's been very very long already..
and..i'm not a very patient person.
i really do expect instant results.
like this..
do this this and this and see results tomorrow!
yeah.

i think God works in amazing ways..
her personal msg was...
God y r u like tt? .. Y other pple dun have to work so hard for wad they wan in life, yet i have to? Y? Everytime like tt?
and then..........after like an hour...jem came online...and
his personal msg was...
When you don't understand...when you don't see His plan...when you can't trace His hand..Trust His Heart..

it's like how accurate lar..
like..
amazing..
i haven't even told him what happened yet.
for that smalll teeny weeny miracle..
i am encouraged..
-beams-

Aza aza fighting!
(wahaha...that's like from Full House)
random stuff again.