Keeping the dream alive.

Remember how i was traumatized last night when i found out that my 1st beloved childhood playmate writes like ThIs?
Thank God for small mercies..
He types normally on msn..
we made first contact this afternoon..
was interesting..
considering the fact that i have never spoken to him ever since young..
for the simple fact that during the last time which was a gazillion lightyears back..
the last time i went to visit them..he wasn't home..
-shrugs-

anyway..
he's reads people quite well..
you sound like a right-brained person..aka left handed
perfectionistic, and yet abit on the fickle side

I'm impressed.
nyeh..not really with the right-brained part..
because i really strongly feel that tho both sides of my brain work almost equally well..
i tend to favour the right side..
however...the left side in me tells me that it's the left side of the brain that helps you earn your dough..
almost everyone sees the fickle side..
esp. if you have background knowledge of my very short span of crushes..
heh.
they never seem to be able to last long..
-shrugs-
it's the perfectionist part of the statement which i'm impressed with..
because..
most people don't see that part in me..
some only see the slacker side of me..
it's only when i know i won't get the results that i want...or when i am really bored out and everything..that i become totally heck..
because..there's no point if i can't reach my own personal expectations..
i need to reach my personal target..personal best..
if not...
i'll give up...without a fight.
i'm a perfectionist in that sense i reckon..
like how i have a need to tie up all my loose ends..
i hate to leave things dangling..
really.

anyway...everything's coming back to a full circle.
so far..
all my 3 childhood besties have been located..
:)

1) the one with the babysitter.. Alex
2) the one at the kindergarden..YT..which cal knows too.
3) the one in the school bus in primary school..Smelly Cat!

So far...i'm the closest to Smelly Cat...and then Alex...followed by YT..
in fact..
i don't even contact YT now..
perhaps it's because he was the first part of the missing links that i located..
that one was found in sec 1..no kick lar..
heh
:)
then i located Smelly Cat 3 years ago..
and Alex now lar..
so..
it's gonna get interesting...
i'm gonna have to start reading him too.
i'm not going to be there just for people to read..
:)