Keeping the dream alive.

back in church again...after like..6weeks..
which felt like 6months.
was really really good.

the answer i gave when i got asked this question today...
'Why haven't you come for so long?'
is..
'World Cup..' + sheepish grin.

but that's just one of the minor reasons i reckon.
the main reason was that i've fallen behind.
and the thing about falling behind and not getting up immediately is..you get too used to being down..and don't see the need to make the effort to get back up again.
and..
yeah..
i was backsliding for 6weeks.
the WC was just a convenient excuse..
makes things easier to explain and all..
and one doesn't go around telling the world that you backslided.
so..
yeah.

but i've got friends who've been nagging and bugging me to get my arse back.
and tho sometimes i just either ignore you..or tell you..i'll try..
i really appreciate it.
jem even got jing to bug me about it.
all the way from syd.
O___o
nyeh.
i've got my act back together..and hopefully this won't happen anytime this year already..
i'm trying to cut down the number of times this happen every year..
and the period of which this happens..
yeah.

I really really do miss You. Really.