Keeping the dream alive.

well...apparently the last post wasn't saved and i really cannot be bother to retype or recall, for that matter, what i blogged about.

anyway..
i'm pissed.
i find people being too rigid in their thinking, not flexible enough and not knowing when to stop.

for example..
today, my group occupied a table, but being overpopulated, there wasn't really enough space for everyone..and since everyone was fitting nicely in such a cramped up table..
i felt that there's no point for me to try to squeeze in..
thus i asked to join another group..which told me that i should join my group..
anyway..being the hot-head that i've always been.
i just left.

currently, some may already know that i'm having some problems going for bs..and now with this turn of events..it's not helping..

now i'm home..with no answers to today's lesson..and somehow because of all these 'events'..
i have a 'i can't be bothered' attitude also.
man...bloody thoughts of just not going in future are popping up all around my head too.

dammit.
but this is really not helping.