Keeping the dream alive.

And that's not just referring to the blog..
My life feels stagnant too.
I can almost feel the mossies breeding..
sigh..

This cny period seemed to roll by so fast..
Never really did get to bum around or spend time with Ginger..
she was alone out back most of the time..because we had to go visiting and stuff..

Work's fine as usual...didn't make many boo-boos..
finally on the verge of finishing a project..
and starting of another one..
which one is more fun..
hmm...i seriously have no idea..
the days after cny were super boring..mainly because many MANY people took off-days..so there wasn't much work to be done..
-shrugs-
and yours truly STILL cannot take leave yet.
grawl.

Tuition yesterday was fine.
Good because instead of me yada-ing all the time..
we jumped all the way to chemical equilibria due to her test next week.
nyeh..i was quite surprised at the information retained in my brain..since i've not really touch equilibria for eons eons eons.
and i got paid.
which is always a good thing.

talking about money.
i was forced to take an advance for my feb's salary..
which is to me..
unnecessary.
because.
if you're not giving me a bonus..i do not need any salary advancement even if it's for the new year.
i've got savings.
and by giving me an advance..because i'm still manually collecting cheques and all instead of them doing the nice cool salary transfer to my bank account..
i have to find a quick cheque deposit TWICE this month.
and i'm not banking in my POSB account..it's CITIBANK..whose quick cheque slots are harder to locate.
grawl.
i was so reluctant to collect the advancement..my boss was like..need to beg you to collect money.
.___.

sheese.

The Protégé is a mightly good show..
pretty much turned me off drugs for my entire lifespan.
even though i wasn't really into them in the beginning.
but it's a darn good show..
Went to watch it with Dennis...post v-day date..
hurhur.
did i mention the fact that daniel wu is HOT HOT HOT?
tho dennis was the one whispering to me that "his body is damm good sia" instead of me whispering..which makes it kinda weird since he's a guy and all.. heh
O__o

rights.

facial tomorrow.

-beams-

This year...i've kinda decided...
I'll write a letter and post it to an overseas friend a month till like...whenever the person/people come back to singapore la..
heh.
so...
if you're not in town..
drop me a mail with your mailing address OR gimme your address when you see me online!
heh..
i hope this project won't die off like within a month la.. that would be too sad..
:)

Anyway...thank You for lobo queen..because You're teaching me a lesson in love..
me thinks that the hardest lesson ever is the lesson of love.
It's so hard to love.

but You loved me when i was unlovable.

Cal/Zhenli...
as requested..

Darling Jia..
I've known you for like...what...eons? since sec 1...which makes it..about 10 years i reckon...
heh..you've been through many many nonsense with me...from kenneth the bloody irritating stalker to well...pretty much everything..
Stuff like my 1001 crushes..crushes from like...heh..adam and others that i've managed to pile up over the years..and considering the fact that i used to be able to have 5 crushes at a single moment..it's not all THAT surprising lar..and likes/dislikes and all my bitching, complaining and whining..
For being there since days in Crez, to PJ, to NUS....and yar...we have NEVER taken a single module together...although we WERE supposed to...tsk tsk..
After you left NUS and left me there alone...i missed our weekly lunch sessions lar...times when we'll just lunch together and i'll bitch about almost every single thing..and you'll just let me talk your ear off...heh.
I MISS YOU LAR.
especially now when you're almost never available at home..so i can't call you..AND...you're NEVER on msn..
grawl.
and i haven't updated you on my current crushes!
aiyoooo..seee....how liddat how...you missed so many chapters liao....
tsk tsk..

Happy Birthday Darling Jia.. :)))

ilu.

Love is letting go of all your fears because you know your lover will accept them, will protect you. Love is not being joyful, but sharing the joy. Love is when the mere thought of separation rips your heart out. Love is one of those strong bonds that everyone knows of, yet no one can truly define. You can never know if in a certain moment you’ve fallen in Love, but you can always look back in time and realize that you did at that moment fall in Love. Love progresses and grows on its own if it is truly Love. Love is nurtured by being together, be it when surrounded by misery or joy. So long as Love is shared, it grows.

But the unrequited Love hurts more than can be imagined. Unrequited Love rips out your soul and tramples on it mercilessly. It can be accidental. It can be regretted. But unrequited Love helps you grow as a person.

You’ll never know if you truly fell in love, not until much time has passed and you can look back upon your past.

-catspal-

Thank You for loving me during the periods of which i was unlovable.

Right..i ought to give some names by which we can all erm...call my officemates by...
1) the Boss.
2) Lobo Queen aka My Future Roomie aka MFR
3) Starbucks Girl.
4) Popeye..from the last time..
haven't quite thought of names for the rest yet..
shall update this list soon..
but..obviously there's gonna be the Ah Beng and the Factory Girl..
hahahaha
i mean..
it's the same company..
some things never change..
:)

'Nuff said.

I fell sick over the weekend..had the cough bug...
went to work on monday coughing my guts out...feeling as sick as a dog..
came home...feeling lousy..
then...was forced to see the doctor...
had fever, flu, sore throat, cough.
was given a day's MC which i could not use..in any event..
1) i'm still on probation which means..no MCs...only no paid leave..
2) the company only recognises MC from govt clinics or the company doctor..

darn it.

the closest polyclinic would be clementi..
sigh.

am currently entertaining myself before work with...the business times and straits times..every single day.
and at home..it's pride and prejudice...some chick lit book..and some wealth book..
heh.

i'm currently thinking of investing some moolah into some stuff so as to let my money grow bigger and bigger and then i can retire soon.
heh.

anyway..i haven't been online for an entire week...even at work..i'm not online..
sounds so sad sia..but yeah..they haven't given me my internet access yet.
-shrugs-

ah wells...and since tmr's talk in yf would be about evolution...i've actully did some readings...fine..1 reading..from NatGeo.

Mr Knightly.